As he was drawing near--already on the way down
the Mount of Olives--the whole multitude of his disciples began to rejoice and
praise God with a loud voice for all the mighty works that they had seen, saying,
"Blessed is the King who comes in the name of the Lord! Peace in heaven
and glory in the highest!"
And some of the Pharisees in the crowd said to
him, "Teacher, rebuke your disciples."
Garden at Mount of Olives |
And when he drew near and saw the city, he wept
over it, saying, "Would that you, even you, had
known on this day the things that make for peace! But now they are hidden from
your eyes.
For the days will come upon you, when
your enemies will set up a barricade around you and surround you and hem you in
on every side and tear you down to the ground, you and your
children within you. And they will not leave one stone upon another in you,
because you did not know the time of your visitation."
Luk 19:37-44
Elohim, I’m having some difficulty keeping the “lens”
correctly focused. I’m not even sure my spiritual camera is pointed in the
right direction.
It’s a memory I’m looking at:
Triumphant Entry Path |
Wait, stop. I look
around me to capture the moment. The path, a narrow road…make that almost an
alley…winds downward as we get closer to the bottom of the Kidron Vally. Cars
are actually using this passage and as they come from both directions we have
to squeeze to the side. I remember wondering if this is a two way road and what
would happen if two vehicles came at the same time from opposite directions.
But here we are. You,
my Savior, riding on a donkey, the crowds shouting “Hosanna”! This is when
everyone expected you to step up to the plate and hit your home run, turning
the Romans and the Ruling Class into puddles of nothing. This is where you
wept.
Church in Kidron Valley |
For instance, the Resurrection: No Father in Heaven,
I’ve not forgotten that Jesus died on the cross and was raised again, but I do
tend to mistranslate WHY it happened.
My temptation is to leave the focus of my lens on
the fact that you, Savior, died for me and for all mankind, that I and the
world might be saved. That’s not a bad thing…is it? But it begs the question:
Saved…for WHAT?
Worshipers at the Western Wall |
“:WHAT”, some may ask, “are we to do with this
stuff?” I confess, Living God, I have asked this too.
Is it about us – what You have done for us?
How we are changed, how we are secured for eternity? Was that the
purpose of you Jesus, bringing your message, standing firm as God and Man, and not
budging from that message even when bloodied and beaten and tortured and
killed? Was it just so we could get a “condemnation pass” if we believe all
that?
Or is the focus something else entirely? Could the
focus be…You?
…Instead of living in a world where it is not I who
receives the glory for what has been done. Shouldn’t I be glorifying You who
did this thing? Shouldn’t that be my “soul” purpose, 24/7? The Crucifixion and
Resurrection (parts of an intentional plan for the fullness of time, designed
from a beginning we can’t truly comprehend); don’t they point with laser like
focus to the one who did the dying and the resurrecting? Aren’t I supposed to
be the one weeping (NOT YOU!) with my face to the ground worshiping Your
magnificence? Is that what everyone else is doing and have I just missed my
focus?
Sign on door inside Garden Tomb |
The world tells me I am misbehaving when I speak
more loudly than a whisper about You. I must be silent and courteous in order
for my belief to be tolerated.
Oh by the way.
You
are The Way, The Truth and The Light. If Resurrection is to be about You, then
I can’t validate any other god – not even myself.
If
I believe this, I can’t live the other 364 days of the year as if You are still
hidden in the tomb, afraid to come out, lest You embarrass or offend someone.
After all, I am your slave, aren’t I?
Tell me how to worship You, show me where to worship
You. Convict me to put away my selfish desire, my fearful ways, and follow You,
the Risen Lord Jesus, Savior and King of the Universe: no matter what, no
matter where or when.
Resurrection Blessings
to my Lord; my Focus,
Mark A. Cornelius
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